Since one of the aims of this blog is to give a clear impression of what it’s like to be in law school, it would be amiss for me not to mention that it’s very challenging, and many people go through periods in 1L where they struggle emotionally or academically.
I had a fellow 1L tell me the other day “Law school is hard because in my prior life, I could get by on personality, looks, and hard work. It feels like my best effort isn’t good enough”. Although some parts of this statement make law school sound more merit-based than this person’s previous life, the overall message is that law school can make one feel extremely inadequate.
The law is a vast area that is changing all the time. It’s not something anyone can ever truly master (at least it seems to me).
Many of my classmates have experienced extreme frustration at the amount and volume of work, the way we are evaluated, the extremely competitive environment, and certain professor’s teaching styles. No matter who you are, there will be some aspect of law school that pushes your buttons, stresses you out, or makes you feel inadequate in some way.
I want to communicate this to those considering law school not to dissuade them, but to prepare them. I feel like knowledge is power, and knowing what you are up against will help you prepare emotionally.
Another aspect that many people have found is that law school is incredibly hard on personal relationships. In first year you have much less time for friends, significant others, hobbies, and even basic necessities like exercise. Many relationships experience extreme strain in first year because of the time demands. Some people find they change in law school as your way of thinking shifts, and some become more analytical and even more argumentative. Anecdotally speaking, I don’t think this is that uncommon.
There are social challenges in addition to the academic ones. One thing that has surprised me about law school is that in some ways it feels like high school. There is much more gossiping, inter-classmate dating/breaking up, and cliquey-ness that in undergrad. I think this is because it’s such a small community, we spend so much time together, and we’re similar. Don’t get me wrong- I really like all my classmates. But the social scene is much more like high school than my undergraduate degree was in that sense. It seems much harder for those who moved to Vancouver as well because they lack the “non-law friends” and outside support network. It’s really important to get away from law school and go out with people who don’t know anything about Torts, Contracts, or the rest of what we talk about all day.
If asked about my experience in law school, I would have many wonderful things to say, but I wouldn’t leave out that it is very hard work and requires determination, stamina, resilience, and a positive attitude. On that note, there is an upside to all this. Here are a few things I learned about myself so far in 1L as a result of the challenges:
1) I am capable of much more than I realized
If I had seen the amount of work, and the high expectations before entering law school, I would have doubted if I could do it. Looking back on how much I have learned over the past several months, I’m surprised to see that I have a greater capacity to learn and overcome challenges than I knew. This is great because it only makes me want to take on more to see what I’m really capable of.
2) A positive attitude is something that needs to be cultivated
In pre-law school academic life it wasn’t very hard to find encouragement or positive reinforcement. In law school, due to the fact we are not evaluated on a consistent basis and don’t get as much feedback on our work as we are used to, one needs to be more self-motivating. This is great because in the legal profession and life generally, you aren’t always going to have your own personal cheer section at your beck and call. You need to be your own personal cheer section. It’s the only way to get better at things you struggle with.
3) I’ve learned to take more initiative in my learning objectives
In undergrad students are spoon-fed material and given opportunities for improvement on a silver platter. In law school if you want to stay on track you need to take the initiative to schedule appointments with your professors, seek extra help when you need it, and get supplementary materials if you require clarification. I feel this style is much more realistic and fosters maturity in students rather than a snotty “we’re the customers, spoon-feed us only exactly what we need” attitude I have seen in my pre-law life.
….and for some unorthodox pre-law advice…
I would remove any negative influences or relationships prior to starting law school. In a way, it’s a great way to see who your real friends are. When life is stressful and you have very little time, you see the people who you have genuine relationships with will be understanding and flexible, and give you some leeway during this important time in your life and career. People who you probably could do without will gradually fall away, or become angry and jealous at your tight schedule. This might sound negative, but I truly think it’s a good thing. I’ve noticed many people who entered law school in romantic relationships that were on weak ground to begin with quickly became single. Trial by fire! I think these things are for the best- so for any people entering law school in September who are in bad relationships, be aware this tends to happen.
Law school may be challenging, but it’s certainly not impossible, and very do-able if you work hard and are persistent. What you learn about yourself along the way just might make the challenge worth its weight in gold.